learning from life

Most people don't know me but i'm a tweleve year old boy named Jonathan Liu. As you may figure by my last name, I'm chinese (or taiwanese). most poeple at my schools that I go to, don't really like me or think that I'm not a very good friend. Yet many people treat me like trash. (Not in 7th and 8th grade but some people do at the school that i go to,i mean everyone has enemies and friends.) especially in fifth grade when almost every person that i know at the school I go to hated me. I only had about four to five friends there. one of which i still see on occasions. But he lives in Washington state. I see him about every two years.
But i want to share with you what you can do to not get into this kind of situation or get out of this situation. I mean, it's hard to do anything without friends. but going to a different school and acting cool is just going to make everytime even worse. If you do act cool and all that, most people might think you all that but they will soon think that you just acting.soon enough. Although, acting to nice will still get you nowhere. Like when I was i fifth grade, I was acting nice to people but everybody got the advantage of thinking that I can't defend myself and i can't talkback or defend myself with words. So they took the advantage.
After that, I could never forgive myself and all the people that insulted me. But all the teachers was trying to help me with my fifth grade life. but nothing really worked out.
But I did have some good parts of my life. I have lots of hobbies like building plastice models at home. I'm also pretty good skier because I'm a level two at it, so I'm skilled at it. I also like going to my friends house, the one who lives in Washington state. But usually when I go there, I usually play on the computer. He has about three computers at his house. One for him, one for his little sister, and one for his dad. The game that we usually play is MapleStory. I is my favorite game in the world to me. (maybe not for most people, but for most of my friends.) For those who knows about it, I got from level 1 to level twenty five in two years. Thats a long time compared to most people who play. I also have a lot of other character that I play on. (If anyone wants to play on this game, it's on http://mapleglobal.com, or http://maplestory.com.)
My friend's suggested for me to play many other games on the internet such as SilkRoad, or ragnarok. But there are other games that I do play like Dragonfable and battleon (or adventurequest). My friend said that its fun and that I should play the games that I have first mentioned before. But those games are all downloading games.
Also, during my younger life, (age 3-8) I always went to reno or Las Vegas and I always went to the casino for kids, Circus Circus. I was a like an expert at the stuff that they had ther like the dart throwing, where you throw a dart at a baloon. Amazingly, I struck five with just one dart. Then I got a huge purple dragon doll as a prize, but unfortunatly, I shared it with my sister. It's still in my room on the third floor between our bedrooms. ( We both sleep on the third floor.) I don't even know how old the thing is, but I'm pretty sure that it's very old.
"When I grow up, I want to become an inventor," was my most important goal of my life. What I want to do is help with the problem that we're haveing right now in the world about the gas prices going up and the world running out of gas. someday, I also want to help with the exploration of space and deep water, know body know whats exactly there so I want to explore all that.